Its only right that you should play the way you feel it

I spend a lot of time thinking about my forever house.

it will have a big deck or patio and behind it will be an overgrown, green, moist, fresh smelling garden. mostly just green leafy plants with a few white flowering plants.

the counters will be well worn and I want a butcher block big enough to put all my dinner ingredients on.

It will be an older house. with creaks and chips and excuses.

and in return it will have high ceilings.

and sunlight streaming through the windows and a cat on the front walkway.

There will be many houses before it.

I want to put my heart and sweat into them. wash, sand, paint. make them smile.

and I will love each one more and more but I still only dream of the forever house.