I am having a revelation about skin care and time alone tonight.
I don't make enough time for either.
And they are just so important. SO IMPORTANT!
(oh and random sidebar, a few people in the last week-ish have talked to me about my blog in real life and I'm always super awkward about it because ...I don't know...its like my personal ramblings...and my randomness.
and its not like you don't already know that I over analyze evvvvvvvvverything.
actually yes, lets talk about this....
(when the sidebar takes over your post)
(story of my life)
I want to put my thoughts out there. I feel like I need to. but I also just wish it could not be thrown back in my face for ANY reason.
I'm not here to hurt feelings or loose a job or damage future me's potential in any way.
But at the same time, this feels right. this feels like what I am supposed to do. what I've always done with my feelings. WHAT I DO
to other bloggers: do you struggle with this? this worry that your blog will have negative impacts to your real life?
See its so different though. there are less bloggers that share real and honest opinions and how they are really feeling and experiencing. Its just not what makes the money and I get that. totalllllly get it.
I really appreciate those that do though. thank you for letting me into your life.
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(inception of side bars)
In fact, I've been toying with the idea of starting a less personal, more awesome links ...pictures ...recipes...pretty much everything this blog sometimes tries to be but fails.
I just always have to go back to the feeling stuff and its a different release. for a different market.
a different blog.
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and yep, nothing really to go back to in the first sidebar)
so here we are, back at skin care and time alone.
I'll start with skin care.
I PRESENT TO YOU THE OIL CLEANING METHOD
I'm sold. going to buy castor oil tomorrow. and new washcloths I guess.
But I really feel like this is my THING. my skin has wanted this for so long, it loooooves to be oily and doesn't like me to wash it. which is fine for like weekends at the cottage and camping haha but when I am out in the city all day and apply makeup in the morning (including powder) I just feel like I need to wash my face before bed. that washing it would still be better then not washing it.
but! cleaning it with oil? (and not just olive oil, thats wayyyy to thick for my skin) I'm sold.
(not even actually sold, this will be the cheapest skin care routine I've tried to date)
oh yeah. and time alone? lovely, just lovely.