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i got a badge! ------>
check it out. thanks zoeyjane!

thats cool even though i don't even know what it really means or if i should do anything with it? this shits all new to me son.

my sprouts are ready to eat and they taste awesome. its a really easy thing to do. apparently sailors grew sprouts on board ships to prevent scurvy. i will post pics of them soon.

physically my body is doing awesome. i have been eating so healthy getting ready for the raw food diet starting on the 16th and taking my new multivitamins everyday. i haven't been exercising really, but i do walk everywhere i go and run around like a crazy-woman at the restaurant on the weekends. plus i think muscles on girls is weird looking. BUT i do plan on joining the gym down the street and going to at least two classes a week. minimum. (hell if i am paying for it, i am USING it)

emotionally....thats another story. i'm so lonely all the time. i'm not used to being by myself, and not having someone else who cares about whats going on with me. that sounds conceited, but i am so much more organized about myself when i can tell another person all the things i have to get done, or ask their opinion on something thats bugging me. that way i get it out, talk about it, and can forget about it. i guess i just never developed the ability to do that on my own. yet.
its coming but the road is rocky.

take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Flush my worries down the drain
And fly away to somewhere new

Take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drive this little girl insane
Fly away to someone new

good song by the counting crows
i have a motherload of homework i should be doing right now.
julia and i took pinhole pictures today and they turned out awwwwwwwesome. she will be scanning them so i will probably post them. cause i'm hot like that.